Cancer ruins your life on way or another. If it doesn't kill you or disable you it still finds a way. You can be blessed with remission but in one way or another it's still ruined your life. It will bring you down. it will derail your career or work, it will put inhuman strain on your loved ones, it will trigger your temper, it will make you inactive, it will haunt you, it will stop you doing the thing you love day in or day out, it will create anxiety, it will make you look at the world differently, it will exhaust you, it will hit you like a train when you hear of others struck down by it, it will create thoughts from the darkest recesses, it will make you selfish. It finds away. You might not feel it every day; you might not feel it every week.
The best of the best learn to adapt. It takes time and it's hard and it has to come from the individual. Some days it works, some days it fails miserably and some days you cannot be arsed to even try. Some weeks it works, some weeks it fails miserably and some weeks you cannot be arsed at all. It drains the patience of others and they don't have a clue what is going on. Actually neither do you.
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